Kepada hujan yang menyentuh puncak kepalaku siang ini, 

Aku pernah bilang kan kalau tidak terlalu mencintai kehadiran mu? Sebab kehadiran mu lebih sering merepotkan ku daripada mempermudah segala urusan.

Terimakasih karna siang ini sudah menyempatkan diri tuk singgah serta menyapa.

Karna kehadiranmu ini aku jadi ingat sepatu yang ku cuci tadi pagi, mereka tidak akan kering lagi hari ini.

Lain kali jika ingin menyapa beritahu aku dulu, agar aku tidak terlanjur mencuci sepatu lagi seperti hari ini.

Sekalian beritahu kepada dia diseberang lautan sana, bahwa ku selalu saja rindu tuk memeluknya lagi tiap kali hujan turun. 

Aku mencintai hujan, tapi juga membencinya.
Aku mencintai kehadirannya di malam hari, tapi membencinya di pagi hari. Aku mencintainya ketika ku ingin tidur, tapi membencinya ketika ku hendak pergi. Aku menyukai suara tetesan airnya, tapi membenci genangan air yang disebabkan olehnya didepan pintu rumah ku. Aku merindukannya, tapi membencinya juga. Aku mencintainya, tapi membencinya juga. Aku mengharapkan kedatangannya, lalu membencinya lagi.

Bagaimana bisa dua perasaan berbeda berjalan dalam satu waktu?

Dia sama seperti mu.
Aku begitu mencintaimu, tapi membencimu juga. Aku sangat merindukanmu, tapi sangat membencimu juga.
Dia sama seperti mu.

Hujan sama seperti mu.

Berjanjilah kepadaku kau tak akan berubah. Tak menggembung, tak mengerut, tak meluntur, tak berekspresi muka lain, tak berjalan cara lain, tak bertiduran lain, tak memikirkan lain.

Maka baguslah itu.

Berjanjilah kepadaku kau tak akan jadi orang asing bagiku, tak akan menutup pintu, tak pernah tidak ketawa, tak indah yang jelek itu, tak kacau tata bahasa, tak menjadi orang lain, tak pernah tak pernah.

Maka baguslah itu.

Bagus ya kalimatnya. Aku suka. :)

Because you saw me when i was invisible. You gave me back some confidence. 

Made me feel like i was capable. No one could see me for who i really was .But then again.. No one really does.

To the world i was invisible. Nobody was my name. But you saw me for who i was, though things just stayed the same.Somewhere through this friendship. I don't know how it grew. But through our talks and laughs, i somehow fell in love with you.

Because you saw me when i was invisible. Losing you as a friend, i am now incapable. When i had no one to turn to, you were always there for me for comfort and for help.Whenever it could be.

When everything had failed and i was ready to give in. You were there to make me see to assure me i could win.You made me feel secure. You helped me when i cried. And when i planned on giving up you were there to help me try. 

Because you saw me when i was invisible.You always helped me out when i got in trouble.We been through a lot and i know you don't care. That you've landed me here in a place so unfair. 

Somewhere deep down, i wish you understood. But i know that you wouldn't even if you could .

Because you saw me when i was invisible. That's the quality. That makes you so lovable. You gave me reassurance. My self self esteem somewhat high. You made me feel so good. That all i need to do is try. 

You made me a promise that you'd never leave my side. The worst part is that when you did. You didn't even say goodbye.

All this torture that i hold. All the things that i been through. All the pain that you have caused me. I've still fallen so madly in love with you. 

One day you asked me why i cared. Why i thought you were incredible. It was simply because you saw me 

Those times i was invisible. .